This blog is to remember the most unique man most of us have ever known. He touched so many lives in so many different ways. We love you and miss you Ron!
Monday, September 21, 2009
Happy Birthday Brother!
September 21st....Ron would have been 38 today! Happy Birthday, Ron! We still miss you. Nathan was talking about you to his Grandma (my mom) the other day and crying; even at 7 years old he still knows how special you were.
Its raining outside and I thought of us in the rain on the 4th, just can't believe your gone. I have your picture of you and tristika on my wall from the 4th, You look so good. Thinking back to the day we were togeather, I could not tell you were stressed, or hurting in any way. I recall us talking about timmy, and how you said its only us now, now that timmy is gone. I found out from robin that you kept a picture of timmy in your wallet. I never knew you had his picture, funny how we all try to hold onto the memory of our loved ones after they pass, because now I carry your picture in my wallet too. I can not think of a better way of leaving this world as you did, leaving us video of you behind. I want to say thank you for our gift from You & God...I go onto my computer and watch them videos and just laugh and cry at the same time. I am so glad I am able to enjoy them, instead of pushing them away because your not here anymore. When ronnie called me about three months ago. He said "Tracy can you help me, I think I have a baby by Tammy M." He called and asked me to see if I could find her, so I went on a search to find the (love of his life), and try to see if the baby was his or not? I am still looking so if anyone out here can help let me know, because this was the one thing he was happy about. He said he would get the baby from her, and take care of it himself if he had to. We talked about how he would change his life around, if the baby was his. He was so happy to think he had a child out there somewhere. The thing he said is that she lived in Florida, and he would fly there and get her to come to a court hearing and try to see if it was his? He would have done anything for that girl, but she just did not love him enough to give him a chance. I only wish for him to be happy, and have a family, but this wish never came true for my brother. The leaves will continue to fall off the trees, and it will continue to rain, but you will be in my heart forever, my heart is where you will stay...I love you forever, and ever, you are with me in spirit...Love your sister, ME....
I can't even express the impact Ronnie's death continues to have on me. Thoughts of him present themselves often and sometimes in a very subtle manner. I hope this would make Ronnie proud. He impacted the world and this is soemthing to be proud of. He had been a solid, long-time friend. I wish I could have expressed my appreciation for him better when he was here. Let that be a lesson to everyone. Live like it's your last day and do not let pride or (or anything) get in the way of letting people know what they mean to you. Life is way to short to ignore the important things! Miss you brother.
Happy Birthday my brother, I am sending you so many kisses & hugs, good luck catching them all...I can see you now, saying, dam tracy, quit already...you are way funny, as I look back at the day we were togeather, I know you were happy, & so proud of all your achievements, & you had goals to look forward too. you are way special, & I believe you stand proud and tall, & watching us all. May your soul be at peace, & may you never forget us... I love You Ronnie, Love your sister, Tracy Flowers & Family
Happy Birthday Ronnie, I have been thinking of you. I miss you.
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Its raining outside and I thought of us in the rain on the 4th, just can't believe your gone. I have your picture of you and tristika on my wall from the 4th, You look so good. Thinking back to the day we were togeather, I could not tell you were stressed, or hurting in any way. I recall us talking about timmy, and how you said its only us now, now that timmy is gone. I found out from robin that you kept a picture of timmy in your wallet. I never knew you had his picture, funny how we all try to hold onto the memory of our loved ones after they pass, because now I carry your picture in my wallet too. I can not think of a better way of leaving this world as you did, leaving us video of you behind. I want to say thank you for our gift from You & God...I go onto my computer and watch them videos and just laugh and cry at the same time. I am so glad I am able to enjoy them, instead of pushing them away because your not here anymore. When ronnie called me about three months ago. He said "Tracy can you help me, I think I have a baby by Tammy M." He called and asked me to see if I could find her, so I went on a search to find the (love of his life), and try to see if the baby was his or not? I am still looking so if anyone out here can help let me know, because this was the one thing he was happy about. He said he would get the baby from her, and take care of it himself if he had to. We talked about how he would change his life around, if the baby was his. He was so happy to think he had a child out there somewhere. The thing he said is that she lived in Florida, and he would fly there and get her to come to a court hearing and try to see if it was his? He would have done anything for that girl, but she just did not love him enough to give him a chance. I only wish for him to be happy, and have a family, but this wish never came true for my brother. The leaves will continue to fall off the trees, and it will continue to rain, but you will be in my heart forever, my heart is where you will stay...I love you forever, and ever, you are with me in spirit...Love your sister, ME....
ReplyDeleteI can't even express the impact Ronnie's death continues to have on me. Thoughts of him present themselves often and sometimes in a very subtle manner. I hope this would make Ronnie proud. He impacted the world and this is soemthing to be proud of. He had been a solid, long-time friend. I wish I could have expressed my appreciation for him better when he was here. Let that be a lesson to everyone. Live like it's your last day and do not let pride or (or anything) get in the way of letting people know what they mean to you. Life is way to short to ignore the important things! Miss you brother.
ReplyDeleteHappy Birthday my brother, I am sending you so many kisses & hugs, good luck catching them all...I can see you now, saying, dam tracy, quit already...you are way funny, as I look back at the day we were togeather, I know you were happy, & so proud of all your achievements, & you had goals to look forward too. you are way special, & I believe you stand proud and tall, & watching us all. May your soul be at peace, & may you never forget us...
ReplyDeleteI love You Ronnie, Love your sister,
Tracy Flowers & Family