This blog is to remember the most unique man most of us have ever known. He touched so many lives in so many different ways. We love you and miss you Ron!
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Ron's Impact
My 7 year old just informed me that he is trick or treating with friends this year....I said, "You mean I don't get to trick or treat with you?".....He said, "Sorry Dad, I'm a grown man."
Good Morning my Brother, Happy trick-or-treat day. I sure miss u, but I know that you are here still watching over us all. I watched the videos again of you, and my heart is empty with you gone. when we talked about getting togeather just you, me, robin, and shelly. We said that we should plan a vacation and have some fun. We never got that chance, but maybe us girls will do this just for you. I had such a great time visiting with all your friends who loved you so much. the cabin was great, and their hearts were open to you and that was the best part. The day I got that awful phone call, telling me you were gone. I just could not believe it, and even at your funeral. For some reason I could believe you were not here anymore. But when we went up north, that was when I was able to accept that my brother was in heaven. I even knew that he was happy, I then knew you were at peace. God bless you my brother, and may you always know how loved you are, and how special you were to us all. Love your sister, Tracy & Family
Hey Brother, Thanksgiving, christmas, and the new year passed us by so fast. I know its only been a short time since you left us, but yet it seems as though you are still here. I can honestly say that my heart hurts now that you are gone. There is not a minute that passes in a day, that I do not think about you. I can only hope that you are watching us all, and keeping us all safe until we meet again in that big blue sky....I just know that GOD, gave you the biggest wings of everyone in heaven. Your pictures are still on my wall, I love to wake up in the mornings and tell you I love you, and know that you are ok. I have not heard from any of your friends, just family and they do not talk about you, or anyone else that has passed. Our family goes on with their lives, as if you all were never here. This is the way I guess our family has always delt with death. The family is still apart, and no one keeps in touch with eachother, and yet they have a chance to get closer and be family, and they do not even try. It is so sad that we all grew up alone, and as adults now we are still apart and alone, without our family. The kids will not know their aunts and uncles, cousins, or any other family that they have. Our family is verry selfish, and they pretend to care, and show others that they are so perfect, yet to see them is to not know them. The family you had, were your friends and I can not say enough about how lucky you were. Thanks to all of you for everything, I just hope that one day our family could find eachother, and be family again. We had four family members on moms side, that have passed in the last two months. Four funerals in a row and yet still noone takes the chance to call or come by to try to be family at all. So sad...Well my brother, I know that one day you will come to meet us all when it is our time to go. Take care, and know how much you are loved...always, always and forever. love your sister, Tracy & Family
Today is a hard day for me, thinking about you & tears keep coming. I miss you so much, & hope you are with me in spirit. life is not the same with you gone. Our last phone call you told me about how you lived, & at one point was torn & confused about life. You talked to me about mom, and how you only want her to tell you why she was such a bad mom. You told me you did not get that & I was so sad for you. You told me things that mom did to you, I could not believe it. I have not called mom since the day of your funeral. Ronnie, I love & miss you so much. Time is going by so quick, & I just want it to go back to the day we were togeather, laughing, talking, taking video of you and you talking shit. lol-lol at least I can laugh, & still keep memories or you in my heart. There will not ever be a day that goes by, without you here with me. I was reading my student Bible yesterday and read the chapter Revelation. It talks about how "Jesus is coming". I believe that will take place, & because of you I will be one of the lucky one's, who will be amoung his people who he takes home. I now read my bible, & listen to what is says. It is funny how long I have had all them bibles in my house, & because I want to know where you are, I now enjoy them and read them. Thank you for this gift, I love you. May GOD be with you, & also with me. love you with all my heart, your sister, Tracy Flowers
Hi Ron, Missing you so much, trick-or-treat day passed wondering what you would have been, probley a card or chip.lol thanksgiving & christmas coming up & so many memories of you will be in my heart. I will light a candle them days, to let you know you are loved..there is not a day that will pass without you in my thoughts..Love you so much, take care & tell GOD thank you for letting you be my brother. love always and forever, your sister, Tracy Flowers & Family
GoodMorning my brother...I just want to say happy birthday to you, and I love You SO MUCH & MISSING YOU TOO...until I see you in the sky, keep me in your heart, I will always keep you in mine..love always, you sister forever..Tracy Flowers & Family xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo (please lord, deliver this message to my brother, and give him my hugs and kisses..thank you, AMEN)
You had such a huge impact on my life!! I have so many great memories of us Ronnie! You will be forever missed and in my thoughts. I can't believe you're gone. Rest in peace my sweet friend!
GoodMorning my Brother, Thanksgiving, & Christmas has passed again, and yet you are always in my heart. I love you so much, & pray that you were still here with me. I was online yesterday and there was a question asked of us for xmas, it said, If you could have one wish for xmas what would it be, I said to have both my brothers back from heaven, so sorry you had to leave so early. I wonder all the time if you would have gotten married, or had children, or just how you would look as you aged..as I sit here laughing, you would be a little short man, sitting playing cards until you got old..I believe that, you probley would have no time for kids, or a wife for that matter..you are probley laughing with me..lol well little brother, another year without you is crazy, but yet I know that GOD had better plans for you in heaven, love and kisses...your sister forever..Tracy Flowers & Family...& by the way, tammie never had a baby by you..so glad you know now...AMEN..love U so much...
Good Morning my Brother, Happy trick-or-treat day. I sure miss u, but I know that you are here still watching over us all. I watched the videos again of you, and my heart is empty with you gone. when we talked about getting togeather just you, me, robin, and shelly. We said that we should plan a vacation and have some fun. We never got that chance, but maybe us girls will do this just for you. I had such a great time visiting with all your friends who loved you so much. the cabin was great, and their hearts were open to you and that was the best part. The day I got that awful phone call, telling me you were gone. I just could not believe it, and even at your funeral. For some reason I could believe you were not here anymore. But when we went up north, that was when I was able to accept that my brother was in heaven. I even knew that he was happy, I then knew you were at peace. God bless you my brother, and may you always know how loved you are, and how special you were to us all.
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Tracy & Family
Hey Brother, Thanksgiving, christmas, and the new year passed us by so fast. I know its only been a short time since you left us, but yet it seems as though you are still here. I can honestly say that my heart hurts now that you are gone. There is not a minute that passes in a day, that I do not think about you. I can only hope that you are watching us all, and keeping us all safe until we meet again in that big blue sky....I just know that GOD, gave you the biggest wings of everyone in heaven. Your pictures are still on my wall, I love to wake up in the mornings and tell you I love you, and know that you are ok. I have not heard from any of your friends, just family and they do not talk about you, or anyone else that has passed. Our family goes on with their lives, as if you all were never here. This is the way I guess our family has always delt with death. The family is still apart, and no one keeps in touch with eachother, and yet they have a chance to get closer and be family, and they do not even try. It is so sad that we all grew up alone, and as adults now we are still apart and alone, without our family. The kids will not know their aunts and uncles, cousins, or any other family that they have. Our family is verry selfish, and they pretend to care, and show others that they are so perfect, yet to see them is to not know them. The family you had, were your friends and I can not say enough about how lucky you were. Thanks to all of you for everything, I just hope that one day our family could find eachother, and be family again. We had four family members on moms side, that have passed in the last two months. Four funerals in a row and yet still noone takes the chance to call or come by to try to be family at all. So sad...Well my brother, I know that one day you will come to meet us all when it is our time to go. Take care, and know how much you are loved...always, always and forever.
ReplyDeletelove your sister,
Tracy & Family
Today is a hard day for me, thinking about you & tears keep coming. I miss you so much, & hope you are with me in spirit. life is not the same with you gone. Our last phone call you told me about how you lived, & at one point was torn & confused about life. You talked to me about mom, and how you only want her to tell you why she was such a bad mom. You told me you did not get that & I was so sad for you. You told me things that mom did to you, I could not believe it. I have not called mom since the day of your funeral. Ronnie, I love & miss you so much. Time is going by so quick, & I just want it to go back to the day we were togeather, laughing, talking, taking video of you and you talking shit. lol-lol at least I can laugh, & still keep memories or you in my heart. There will not ever be a day that goes by, without you here with me. I was reading my student Bible yesterday and read the chapter Revelation. It talks about how "Jesus is coming". I believe that will take place, & because of you I will be one of the lucky one's, who will be amoung his people who he takes home. I now read my bible, & listen to what is says. It is funny how long I have had all them bibles in my house, & because I want to know where you are, I now enjoy them and read them. Thank you for this gift, I love you. May GOD be with you, & also with me.
ReplyDeletelove you with all my heart,
your sister,
Tracy Flowers
Hi Ron, Missing you so much, trick-or-treat day passed wondering what you would have been, probley a card or chip.lol
ReplyDeletethanksgiving & christmas coming up & so many memories of you will be in my heart. I will light a candle them days, to let you know you are loved..there is not a day that will pass without you in my thoughts..Love you so much, take care & tell GOD thank you for letting you be my brother.
love always and forever, your sister,
Tracy Flowers & Family
GoodMorning my brother...I just want to say happy birthday to you, and I love You SO MUCH & MISSING YOU TOO...until I see you in the sky, keep me in your heart, I will always keep you in mine..love always, you sister forever..Tracy Flowers & Family xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo (please lord, deliver this message to my brother, and give him my hugs and kisses..thank you, AMEN)
ReplyDeleteYou had such a huge impact on my life!! I have so many great memories of us Ronnie! You will be forever missed and in my thoughts. I can't believe you're gone. Rest in peace my sweet friend!
ReplyDeleteGoodMorning my Brother, Thanksgiving, & Christmas has passed again, and yet you are always in my heart. I love you so much, & pray that you were still here with me. I was online yesterday and there was a question asked of us for xmas, it said, If you could have one wish for xmas what would it be, I said to have both my brothers back from heaven, so sorry you had to leave so early. I wonder all the time if you would have gotten married, or had children, or just how you would look as you aged..as I sit here laughing, you would be a little short man, sitting playing cards until you got old..I believe that, you probley would have no time for kids, or a wife for that matter..you are probley laughing with me..lol well little brother, another year without you is crazy, but yet I know that GOD had better plans for you in heaven, love and kisses...your sister forever..Tracy Flowers & Family...& by the way, tammie never had a baby by you..so glad you know now...AMEN..love U so much...
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